hey! been long time since i last updated this blog.. getting busy with my job...
im here to write again the stuffs that has been bugging my little head.. and my failing heart..
i feel miserable again. why? because i loved and still in love with him though i know he has someone before i even met him. i feel like i entered some relationship and wreck it... i wasn't really expecting that i will fall deeply in love with him... but though i am aware of our situation... our weird and complicated situation, i am still in love with him.. i love him and i will keep on loving him until i finally realize that if he's not the one, then he's not.. but as long as i feel that he's the one He gave me, i will still keep on holding to the small end of the rope and wait til he catch up on me... yes. he did made a promise that he will catch up. he just have to straight things up and right time will be for us. i am holding on to the promise he made. i trust him so much. yes indeed... im still in love with him... i will always be...
