hey... been doing lots of work lately... trying my best to be okay... making myself feel that i'm okay and as far as my efforts are concerned, at least somehow i felt like i'm doing okay... this overworking exercise helps me think of something else but still there's always a part that thinks about him. i guess it's better this way. can't really forget him totally... well, i don't know if i still have a lot more to say. i guess i do have but i'm not in the mood of writing now so maybe next time... of course, as always... i'll be back when the mood strikes me to write :)
bye!