pen and paper

lately, i found myself having my other self come alive at night... how? uhm... i don't really know how to explain it but i think that who am i during the day is a bit different of who am i at night. some of my behaviors during the day are not seen at night... and at night,  am always in deep thoughts... thoughts that prevent me from sleeping. i feel like my head is full of words and those words need to be written or else i'll go insane and my head will be sliced into two and i don't want that to happen.  So, i realized that since i need an outlet to let all those thoughts off my mind, I always have a pen and paper close to me. So whenever this brain of mine started to think weird things again... i have my pen and paper beside me to write it all.

actually i already did it once, last march 19 at around 2:30 am. because i can't sleep at all thinking about this friend of mine. there's nothing about him that i should really be thinking but my head still works about something about him. so what i did was i wrote everything that popped into my head about him... so whenever my brain works so silly again, i always rely on my pen and paper and after that i can sleep well...