is it payback time?

i don't know why i feel like i'm paying what i did before.. is it payback time?? i forgot that "word of honor" to my friend and now i think it's all getting back at me... actually i'm totally pissed off right now because of that word of honor. though there was no promise i still had the hope... i don't like going home early so i was in the mood to stay late outside going nowhere with somebody... but ... well... can't blame him... whatever!!

bye!! i'm not in the mood to write now... i had so much free time today and i was expecting that i can spend it going around somewhere... haist!!! i'm not okay.
jaa!!